1 Month out

OK! It's been a month. I'm down 30lbs and it's been hard road so far. Out of all the research and people I have talked to about this surgery it could not have really prepared me for what really happened. I'm glad I did it but it really changes you. Not just physically but mentally. There are so many things to keep track of and make sure you are doing. All I know is that it will get easier and just be apart of my everyday living. I want to be here for Abby to watch her grow and move on with her life. I want to be able to go play outside with her for more than 5 minutes before I get tired. I'm almost done with school who wants to hire a 42 overweight lady for anything. I want a partner who is in it for the long haul. There are thousands more reasons this surgery was really a life saver for me. It is not an easy way to lose weight but a life changing way. Again thanks for reading my Blog and supporting me in this journey. Pic's as promised One at my heaviest and today. I see the difference small but I see it.

Not feeling well today.

I not been able to eat or drink much today. I just feel weird no energy. I just really want to sleep. I tried getting up and walking, doing some light exercising, but nothing seems to help. For those people reading this blog that think about having or knows people wanting to have this surgery think hard about this. It is a very hard diet and very restrictive. I can't wait until it gets a little easier. I'm still glad I had it done, but diet and exercise is still the best. Other than being overweight I really had no co mobilities. The lesson I have learned the most is that my daughter with learn the proper habits about eating. I vow she will not have this problem.

Meltdown complete

OK I have recovered from my meltdown. As usual I will face life's challenges head on, and one day at a time. Abby went to the ear doctor yesterday and has a hole in her left ear. Dr. says to put drops in her ear and in 2 weeks if not better he will have to go in and patch it up. She is starting to loose her 2 bottom front teeth, and getting in her 6 year molars. So her gums hurt her, plus her ear. God love her.
Now my weight loss has been tough but I'm sure the benefits in the end will be worth it. There are a few more things I have added to my diet now, so getting my protein is a little easier now. I'm almost caught up on my homework now amen. Thanks for listening!!!

Melt down

Yesterday was bad I had a melt down. I think everything has hit me all at once. I stood in my bedroom for 2 hours and cried. School classes are the hardest this semester thus far, my relationship is over, and this surgery has been hard in different phases. I just sat at home yesterday never turned on the TV got most of my homework caught up. I guess everyone gets a pitty party from time to time. So far today has been better. I'm going to take my daughter lunch at school today. One more week and I can start hitting the gym. The weight should start melting off then.

2 Week Post-Op

I'm excited today was my two week visit to the Dr. and I have lost an inch around the waist and 20 lbs. I was concerned about my liquid and protein intake. They told me to keep it up I was doing above average at this time. I can't wait to get some more off. I'm ready to get outside with Abby and play and run. I'm trying to get on track with School work again. It been hard to refocus and let go of my partner. It's a lot at once, but I keep tracking along. I'm thankful for all the things I have. Thanks again for those that listen and put up with me. I will post pic's soon.

11 Days Out

Rich Text Area.: "Ok guys it's been 11 days. I'm feeling better and more mobile. I'm now down 15 lbs. The morning of the surgery They weight me in at 284. I weight myself this morning I'm at 269. I'm walking and moving more so it is coming off. I go to the Dr. on the10th for my first check-up. Hopefully they will add new food choices. I have done well but I really need some variety. I have not over done it or gotten sick. I have been trying very hard to make I'm doing it right. I'm getting more energy now and wanting to do more things. I can't sit still and trying not to push myself. I'm really excited to see myself around my birthday in mid May. I will post my first and second pic at the end of the month. Hangin in there......"

5 Days Out

Rich Text Area.: "Much better today. I'm on a pureed now and able to eat more things. I'm doing well with everthing so far. I' m gald I have felt great I haven't needed much help at all as far as myself. Mom and Dad brought Abby home Sum about 1:30 and Ali, Nicole, and Parker came to visit as well. Abby did a really good job helping me. Sh edid great getting ready for school this morning. Cindy and Suzi have been checking on me daily and ran to the store to get me some milk. So for all of those single people out there like myself it can be done if you have good family and friends like I do. I thank God all the time for my best friend Erika. I'm also greatful to Bob her husband for his understanding and sharing her with me. I hope he knows how lucky he is to have her.
Now I'm moving around and walking more. I hope to start seeing some changes in the next few weeks. To those wanting to do this it has not been esy and it is a lot like going to work. Having to keep track of everything (liquid, food, exercise, and meds) is a chore. I'll post some pictures soon."

3 Days Post-op

Rich Text Area.: "Lets talk about pain. I had know ideal about the pain. I have gave birth and had surgery before but never a pain like this. I'm doing great with my pain pump. I had a hard time with the surgery my breathing and heart gave the Doctors some trouble and I was in ICU for the first 24 hours. I have had a slight 2nd thought about having this done, but I'm sure once the pain is better and I can move around it will be different. Post again soon."

Tomorrow D-Day

Rich Text Area.: "Well tomorrow is the day. My new life is about to start. I'm excited about all the changes that my life and body are about to make. Thanks ahead of time to those who are putting in their time. I'm very lucky to have the family and friends I have. Special thanks to Erika, you are truly my best friend. To my girls, (Jackie and Abby) I love you both very much. Well my starting weight is 280lbs. My goal by this time next year is to be 150-155. Look out new boobs and tummy tuck here I come. By the grace of God of course. Well I'll post a picture tonight. I will be doing this monthly."

4 Days Out

Rich Text Area.: "Wow I have 4 days left until surgery. I have fought for 2 years to have this surgery, I'm scared and excited all at the same time. I created this bolg for myself, family ,and friend to take this journey with me. Over the coruse of the next year or so I will be post my progress, pictures, and what I'm learning along the way. I look forward to everyones thoughts and support. Thanks for being in my life thus far."